So much of your time has been spent on love, but it's a waste of time to spend so much time on someone who doesn't even appreciate what you had together.
"I thought about someone for years who doesn't even know I exist." Trust me, it won't feel good to realise that you've wasted half of your life on someone who doesn't care about you.
You can feel it, and it's like a wave of freedom washing over you. At first, you won't know what's going on with you, but you'll know it's good. Your version of forgiveness is letting go.
Scorpio, the transiting Moon in Capricorn gives you ideas because it makes you feel the "freedom" and independence that Jupiter gives off. You want to be free and independent.
You'd like to think of yourself as adventurous and open to change and growth, but you know you haven't really been able to embrace change because you're still attached to that one person .
The first day you feel like you can live without the pain of past heartbreak, and it hits you: Why am I carrying around this heavy weight? Realization is what brings you to a place where you can forgive.
You have a lot of love and kindness in you, and because of that, people who saw your good qualities as something they could use have used you as a doormat.
You've been so afraid of being used again that you've taken yourself out of the equation. Now, with the Moon in Capricorn, you realise that your life is so out of whack.
What you do know is that you don't want to deal with your enemies anymore as of today, when the Moon is in Capricorn. When you forgive someone who hurt you, you gain a new point of view.